I am just going to read it. Can't hurt to read it. It goes against so much of what I feel but things are far from easy. I know I won't have to rock and sing him to sleep when he's 15. I won't have to sing "there was a farmer had a boy and LUCAS was his name-o. L, U, C,A,S. blah blah for every nap. I know or hope when he's 10 he won't wake up needing/wanting me all night.
At the same time I go back to work in three months and something has to give. Some days are good. Many are not. I just want to see what Ferber has to say.
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