December 21, 2011

I even asked nicely

I have talked, asked, begged and pleaded for baby collins to GET OUT! I cant say Im in a rush, except im impatient. I want my heartburn to go away since Im sick of sleeping upright. Im sick of turning away chocolate, red sauce, cookies, juice, bananas, and 99% of the planets food that causes me severe heartburn. I want to sleep on my belly, badly! I want my body back...not that it was perfect before, but At this point, the pregnant look....Im definitely over it. I have been walking the past few days, a lot. Today it rained so rather than drive the 30 minutes to the gym I walked EVERY aisle in Target and Michaels, then came home and napped for two hours! By the time Ryan got home today at 6pm, we ate and then he was so tired he went to bed at 8! So, needless to say, I am bored. I cleaned a junk drawer, or as Ryan would call it, my "rats nest"......I also cleaned a little and stared at the nursery, maybe three separate times, I tried chinese food for dinner, i read it could induce labor. HA, i think it just made my feet double the size and brought my heartburn on earlier this evening, lovely. I know I should cherish this calm, quiet, alone time, but its difficult. I have worked two jobs almost my whole life. I never had time for anything. Now I have more time than I know what to do with....but I also know that will drastically change, ANY DAY NOW!!!! Like, any day in that for sure I will have a baby next week, thats still NUTS!!!!

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