Really?

As if the past two nights haven't been HELL, it get worse. Lucas is on his 5th wake up at 3 AM and I have clogged ducts. Really? When the heck am I supposed to "relax,apply heat, massage,etc to clear them?????? Clearly not during his non-naps. It is now starting to hurt and even though he has nursed five times on it between 10pm and 3am there is no improvement. It's worse. Now I can get up IF he goes to bed again and apply heat. I just can't win!!!
I'm throwing in some pics to remind me it's worth it.